Oh, Sweet Insanity

Oh, Insanity
Please let me be
You stole the girl
That should be me

You make me think
Such wicked thoughts
In this false world
I am now caught

When I get angry
I yank out hair
When I yell and scream
Nothing more than despair

My eyes are filled
With a wild fire
I must not fulfill
This wretched desire!

My nails leave gouges
Deep in my skin
In this lifelong battle
I can never win

I close my eyes
To this new world
And in my mind
I see a girl

She has brown hair
And pale blue eyes
She once was me
But now she cries

I try to touch her
But she backs away
She starts to yell
No, not today!

I open my eyes
This can't be the end!
With no more home
And no more friends

I hold myself
As I rock slowly
Leave me alone
Oh, sweet Insanity!