.L.o.v.e.A.n.d.L.o.s.s.

I'm going to go crazy.

My baby died today.

I was pregnant.

A month in.

And she died.

Why?

Apparently a bad combination of stress and physical exertion.

Not surprising.

But my little Lily...

Lillian Therrien...

My baby...

She's gone.

I'll be crying all night.

That's a promise...

I miss her already.

I know Derrick misses her.

I know he can hold it in though.

I don't know why...

But I think I would probably feel better if he cried.

Even just a little.

Then I would know...

That it hurts him as much as it hurts me.

To know that what we created is gone.

That what we loved unconditionally died.

That it isn't coming back.

I love you, my little Lily. -broken heart-

"Sometimes, God give us gifts...
They are all special...
They are what we call children.
But sometimes, they are hurt deep down...
And God has to take them back to make it all better."
-A quote for my Lily -heart-