?What's?Wrong?With?Me?

So...

I'm not sure what to do anymore...

I want to do it but...

I'm scared.

Of what will happen.

What could happen.

Will I get hurt?

Will he get hurt?

will things get awkward?

Will I get pregnant?

God, I'm scared.

Scared of what could happen.

What could go wrong.

What if...

There are so many what ifs...

If something goes wrong?

If things go downhill after...

If it ends?

Please, God, don't let it end.

That's the last thing I need.

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