.This.Feeling.Is.So.Unreal.

I'm not sure what it is.

And I hate that. :'(

I don't know how to feel.

I think I know what it is.

I think it might be..

I hope it's..

I have a feeling it's..

I've been with Derrick since December 12th.

Almost a month.

Isane.

I told him yesterday..

While I was drunk..

That I love him.

I don't know how true it was then.

But I know how true it is right now.

And it's..

Utterly..

Amazingly..

Heart crushingly..

True.

I don't care who knows.

I want to spend the rest of my life with him.

Derrick Therrien, you are my life.

I love you, Derrick.