APieceOfMeIsMissing

Since that dream..

I feel like a piece of me is missing..

My little Marie-Claude seemed so real..

I woke up crying..

I was sitting up, my arms cradled as if holding her..

And I asked out loud where she was..

Then I realized it was a dream..

And I looked up into the mirror and thought..

Who are you?

What are you doing to yourself?

You want a child and yet..

You're horrified of it.

I'm too young.

I know that.

So I'll wait till I'm done my nursing course.

Then I'll have my baby.

And then I'll work at getting into med school.

And everything will be okay.

Finally okay.

:)